Its been a really difficult past 2 years I pretty much hit rock bottom. I was homeless and barely surviving living check to check but still helping my sis with her new born financially. I dug myself and fam out the rut hustling two vanilla jobs but besides being exhausting I was barely breaking even. I had an "sd" that I met on Ashely Madison a while back but I saw him sporadically and he wasn't at all generous, more like a John. Fast forward I started school but had to quit one of my jobs, I met an awesome SD he was kind and I barely saw him because he had a sick child so couldn't visit my city often but would still send me my monthly allowance. He recently broke it off his words " I had to stream line things" not sure if I did something wrong but it sucks because its coming at the worst time I have finals and a mom with failing health. I pretty much was playing catch up these past few months so everything I made went towards bills. I have 2 grand saved but now I'm stuck and don't know how to get back in the game. I used to use SA but its seems its all back page guys now and I don't want to get caught up because I'm desperate.
Any advice, I'm receptive to the good and the brutal I just don't know where else to go. My plan was to officially go pro, I'm getting a shoot done but then I'll have to pay for advertising and hotels and it starts to get expensive and I can't afford for it to fail. I've read previous threads so I'm working on a site but I'm scared to use eros because of competition and being new. I'd be up for trying to free style Sd's in the city but I'm terrible at it solo I feel so out of place even if I look the part and I have no clue how I'd go about meeting other sex workers.



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