It's no secret that most of us don't have many if any decent friends or family. In fact I was dumped by a great sugar daddy once for being too available. "Some times I wonder if you have a friend in the world." as he put it. I wasn't and still am not mad at him because it's true. After a decade of throwing toxic people out of my life and thousands of dollars on therapy I may have cleaned house a little too thoroughly. I was just happy to have someone decent to talk to. Yet I don't think I'm desperate to have just anybody in my life. I have dating prospects but I'm not interested in them. I've tried online dating (never again) and I've tried Meetup (too nervous to open my mouth like an adult when first meeting anyone male or female). Besides I don't have time to go out I have a household to run. The point I'm trying to make is how do you fight off the loneliness long enough to hide the desperation when someone decent comes along friend or mate?



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