last night was probably the worst night in my 6 months of stripping, its the first time Ive actually cried becuase of this job, its usually my vanilla job that makes me bawl. I hadnt been in the previous night because my mental health was too unstable, it was still unstable last night but I thought I had better go in. Apparently it was a really bad night for everyone, no one was paying up, one girl was just lying on the floor in the changing rooms, but a couple of girls still managed to make money. I only manged to make £5 which is shit. and two customers kept messing me around, they said they wanted an hour in VIP but wanted to wait a little so I went off to other customers, then they asked me to sit on their lap while they decided so I did while they kept grabbing my ass but then took ages and in the end they took an entire fucking hour to decide, then told me they didnt actually want to buy anything and that even a £20 dance was too expensive. I told them off for wasting my time but I felt like throwing a chair at them and now Im kicking myslef for waiting around for them and not being mentally alert enough to realise they were messing me around. After last night Im wondering if I should even be doing this job seeing as Im so shit
sorry for the rant



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