So here I am still struggling with the fear of auditions. Since my last post I quit The club I was at Mainly because it was just a terrible environment. They had rats there was no cameras in the dressing room because it broke, it smelled like vomit and pussy, I would be lucky to see three customers a day somehow managed to get them all upstairs in VIP, the girls were getting extremely upset because of coarse jealousy, rumors were being said and made up about me, the list goes on. Well I quit. Now I'm forced to find another club which means i have to audition. Now I am blonde hair blue eyes 150lbs with DD's. Very strong confident hustler, however from past experiences, I'm TERRIFIED of auditions. I'm in decent shape but I do struggle with "big gut, no butt" lol. I'm wondering if that's what's holding me back from passing and for some reason I lack the motivation to diet and exercise. That has to change I know but I need to start at another club seriously asap. I'm sure I could wear a corset or something to an audition but if they say I have to get completely naked can I take it off or what the hell do I do? What can I wear that will help me get the job or what can I do and say that will help? Also what is it like having some experience at another club and going to another one? I could practice dancing however I find that I get embarrassed even by myself dancing.. But when on stage once I feel comfortable I do really well just not auditions. My options are déjà vu, dream girls and LOL Augies. Augies is a majority black club and I can't twerk or do pole tricks so I'd probably not make it there. Dream girls I auditioned out before and didn't make it. I'm stuck I don't know what to do. Any advice and help please I can't stop thinking about this.



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