Hey guysssssssssssss so its me nostalgie again and im back so i started dancing almost a year ago and ive been working at this one club my home club in NEPA region and i used to make on avg 700-1000 every week almost which is not bad i guess but i ended up getting fired from there so now ive been venturing out (i have before not starting now) to different clubs and nothings really working for me plus my self esteem issues are just causing me to think while im on stage nobody likes me or thinks i look good and it makes my performance lack interest. so for the past month ive been making almost no money and ive honestly been going to jersey because im tired of the clubs in pa are just not bringing the money that i need and jersey kind of sucks as well and i dont really have the hustle or dance skills or body for black clubs where they throw alot of money (im black slim big tits big ass for my size) for some reason black guys dont give u money if they dont like you and i hate the rejection aspect of it but its basically the whole job i guess. and im having trouble finding mixed clubs cause my customers are mostly white men anyway but honestly im trying to move really soon and i barely have any money saved up and i have to keep going around to try and find another home club ive thought about traveling to miami or atlanta to work but itll just be a big investment for lodging travel and food and im scared what if i dont even make any money then it was all a waste any mixed clubs in jersey/philly area that are doing good? I just feel like im looking for a needle in a hay stack im so tired of seeing people who are in the same field as me bringing home garbage bags of money meanwhile im struggling to make 50$ after house fee. even if i wanted to work at one of those booty shaking stage money clubs i wouldnt make any money because my stage dancing aint even that good smh anyone else experiencing a burn out



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