Hi all! So I am currently working a vanilla job, and, unfortunately, due to my mental health problems I have been fired from every job I have ever had. Yesterday I was just given a warning about my 9 month review. Shocker. Nothing I wasn't expecting. They are about to let me go, again. They cut my hours from 38 and 32 to 16 and 13 (they switch every week). My mental health and stress levels GREATLY affect my job performance, I'm embarrassed to admit. Now, I am 20 years old living with family and would like to have my first apartment. I am looking at an area in my region but out of state that has a subsidized apartment complex. Now, what I am thinking of doing is committing myself to 42 hours of total work, so if I am scheduled 16 I will cam 26 hours. I am going to use streamate as well as chaturbate. I applied to this apartment and spoke with a woman a bit ago, sent in my $25 application fee, and was told that I would have to already have an income to be accepted, but other than that she seemed to like me and there were no issues. She actually offered me a space immediately!!!!! Unfortunately, due to my poor performance, I spoke with my boss and am not allowed to transfer my job location, NOR is there even an opening. This basically is implying to me that, if I went out there, I would have to either stay with somebody, or just be homeless while looking for a job out there, and then even when I got a job STAY homeless until the apartment opens up a new vacancy. I do not know anybody out there who would be willing to take me in, but I do like the area as it is ABSOLUTELY perfect for my current situation, everything is walking distance (I don't drive) and yet there are a LOOOOT of stores, places, and things to do!!! Whaaaaa- perf! Rather than stay in an airbnb (my first concern on this is expense, my second is the privacy and secrecy of my camming), I was thinking I would rather start camming on CB and SM today, Call the people up and be like "Hey, I'm still on your waiting list, let me know IMMEDIATELY when there is an opening" and just go. But this poses the question: They are going to ask where I get my income from. I obviously don't want to say camming. ESPECIALLLLLY when I'm conventionally unattractive, oh no I'd be embarrassed. Then, of course, they are going to want to see my paystubs... and this is the part that scares me. I'm scared they will look at my paystubs and be confused and be suspicious of where they came from, and press and press. I will say I'm self employed. But when they ask "Ooh cool, what do you do for self employment?" What can I say? I obviously don't want to mention an actual company that actually exists, because I do not want them to check with the company themselves and find out that no such employee exists. I'm trying to wrap my head around how to explain my income without sounding fishy, scammy, like a kid, or like I don't know what I want. I'm sure other women have dealt with this as well, any tips would be greatAlso, I'm a bit nervous that camming may not make me an income, being as that I am bbw as well as conventionally unattractive, and I would have to cam with no sound on (since my family has no chill and will deadass give away my full legal name lol)



Also, I'm a bit nervous that camming may not make me an income, being as that I am bbw as well as conventionally unattractive, and I would have to cam with no sound on (since my family has no chill and will deadass give away my full legal name lol)
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