So, I have been a dancer for almost 7 years, with some well needed breaks.
I had panic attacks 2012, together with GAD. It was a hard time, and this time I didn't dance. I got better and went dancing, doing better than ever.
From 19 to 26 I have always been a dancer or camgirl when I needed a break from dancing.
Some months ago I got sick again, a hard break up, pregnancy with abortion, and moving back to my country gave me heavy panic attacks. I am better now, and planning to start dancing again.
Although, the idea of being on the stage scares me to death. I got my first panic attack dancing and had to escape the stage. I have been dancing in another country these years, but this panic attack was so strong my legs started to shake and I couldn't breath.
I escaped to the dressing room and since half year I am terrified to dance again. One week later I moved back home to my country and had to start medicate with pills against anxiety.
At the moment I'm camming, and it works okay but I can't let this one panic attack end my dancing career. I am scared that in two weeks when I'm moving back I will do my first dance and have another panic attack... Even though it's silly, I have been dancing on and off for 7 years and only once I got an attack on stage.
I don't know if you ladies have any ideas? I miss my old life, when I was a happy dancer making money, confident on stage and always wanting to dance... Since half year I am scared to death to go on stage again and get a panic attack.



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