I’ve been considering dancing since I was 17 now I’m 20 regretting that I didn’t start as soon as I was 18...because if I did I doubt I would be in the Financial Situation I’m in now. My bills are only piling up I always have to push my bills 2 weeks out to pay them then I never have any money left in my pockets...I lost my apartment I’m living with my mom and she told me I could stay here without giving her money she just wanted to me to be responsible and buy groceries. Now she’s telling me I need to be giving her $ or I can go somewhere else. ( she’s bipolar and an alcoholic so she’s always all over the place) I’m just tired of dealing with other ppl’s shit and them taking it out on me. I want my OWN space again so I don’t have to hear anybody’s shit. So many other things are going on in my personal life that I won’t bore everyone with now but I don’t know what’s holding me back from going and auditioning!!? Yes I am nervous for the audition part I know that’s normal...what did it take for you to say FUCK IT I’m going in and doing this! I feel like I’m just about at that point I don’t want to depend on anyone but myself. Maybe if I had a friend to do this with it would be easier ? Too bad I don’t have any friends with the vision I have. Thanks for allowing me to rant I wouldn’t have posted here if I had someone to talk to about this.



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