Had a Reiki session today that was long overdue. Intuitively I knew I was fucked up. Well, everything but by crown needed work especially my heart.
I don't know what happened, but I totally fell apart talking to my childhood best friend. I was yelling, screaming, crying & asking the dreaded "why me?" question.
I haven't ever really fallen apart like that on her before. I'm usually so put together.
But I was this monstrous mess & carried on for like 15 min. She just listened, added it's ok, I think I understand.
I guess I had to purge. It's all been hell for like 4 months & it finally came to a head. My eyes are puffy, my head hurts, & I'm tired AF.
I wanna give up but I know that's not an option.
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