^^Congrats on the job!!!





^^Congrats on the job!!!
Sha





Congrats Raven, § best to you Hon!
MANY MEN WANTED TO LAY ME DOWN, BUT FEW WANTED TO LIFT ME UP
-Eartha Kitt









Thanks ladies! I'm very excited! Not only for the money, but for the social aspect of the position. I have 0 friends and no social life, so I think I need to make this change.
I've been putting in a lot more hours lately and my anxiety has been manageable. I still feel the stress of all this debt weighing on me but I also feel more joy and happiness from getting my ass online and making this money. I'm more motivated than ever to work harder, mostly because I have to lol. It's only been a few days of working these split shifts, and I'm exhausted but still determined.





^^Social medicine is a key element in self care balance. It's vitally important as you have attested to.
I try to socialize once a week. I'm an introvert yet understand the importance of connecting with people in order to avoid isolation & depression.
Really happy for you!!!
Sha





Today started off very good with 7 hrs of great quality sleep, yummy coffee, wealth & abundance affirmations, plus 40 oz water.
I'm streaming 8 hrs today. I need to keep self care tight as I'm used to only 6 hrs streamed.
Food:
2 oz salmon, 2 kosher dill pickles, 1 tablespoon avocado ranch dressing, half medium avocado, 1 oz shredded cheese. 20 oz water.
2 cans sardines in Louisiana Hot Sauce, 2 cups power greens lightly fried in 1 tablespoon extra virgin olive oil. 20 oz water.
Meditated:
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4 more hrs to stream. I can do this.
Sha





Need this today as I'm streaming 8 hrs. Today started off well with 8 h 48 m good rest, positive affirmations, cbd coffee, 40 oz water, and an hr of yoga.
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Food:
Small bowl of veggie spaghetti and 20 oz water.
5 oz tuna, 3 oz sauerkraut, 2 tablespoons avocado ranch, and 20 oz water.
1 can sardines in Louisiana Hot Sauce, 3 oz sauerkraut, 2 tablespoon avocado ranch dressing, 2 kosher dill pickles, & 1 tablespoon extra virgin olive oil. 20 oz water.
I've already met clean eating intention and water goal. I'm 2.5 hrs into my shift and I'm at 48% of high goal.
Will update to stay on task.
Update:
Smiling and engaging has me now at 62% of high goal. Today is so much better than yesterday as I was at $20 by the 6th hr.
Another update:
Now at low goal: 67% of high goal. Just gotta stick it out. It's been REALLY slow. If I just keep smiling and engaging I know I can beat high goal. 5 more hrs left. I got this.
Final update:
154% high goal & back on page 1 of SM. Ready for bed.
Last edited by Miss_ShaSha; 07-12-2019 at 05:46 PM. Reason: Update
Sha
Im curious, what are the effects of CBD coffee? I have CBD/THC oil that I use to sleep better but can fly high because of the THC so I dont use it often lol.










Good question. It's been 2 weeks of ingestion and the coffee perks me up, but the cbd chills me right out. I feel awake, however I'm super content. It's the perfect combo. I suffer from severe anxiety and the cbd coffee helps kick start the morning without any anxiety.
Sha





By GTFO and STFO plus great self care I have made more than $1000 this week. I've worked my ass off though. It's been 53 hrs of some struggle but mostly good days.
I have a total of 8 hrs to stream today to pull in even more.
Today started off great with more than 9 hrs sleep, yummy cbd coffee, 20 oz water, and wealth and abundance affirmations.
I've been streaming 3 h 10 m and I just took a break to meditate:
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Food:
8 oz meatballs with pasta sauce plus 2 cups power greens. 20 oz water.
5 oz salmon, 2 oz sauerkraut, 1 oz cheese, half medium avocado. 20 oz water.
Will ensure I eat clean all day, drink 80 oz water, and meditate again on abundance.
Currently at 110% of high goal. YESSSSS!!!
Sha
God girl, you are slaying it !! I mean when I'm doing 2-3 hours, I am tired, I cannot see myself do 8 hours straight for now! Maybe in september when I'll be working part time, studying part time and have a more normal schedule. I think I should also slack coffee and drink more water. I did not train as much as I wanted so will try to catch up for my 6 days week at the hospital.





^^Thanks girl! Yeah, 8 hrs can be tough for me too especially when it's slow. I can do a 3 hr shot then break for 20. However sometimes I break for 10 every hour to meditate.
Oh, hydration is so important. It's easy to not drink. It's a daily goal for that reason. I hear you.
Sha





I'm wondering if I should start using this to help me get through camming in the summer.
My energy is shot. It's over 110 degrees until the end of October. That, combined with the slowness, has really made my impatience go through the roof. Not to mention lethargy.
Weed, etc is legal where I live, and there's like 10 pot shops on every block. They deliver too. Lol!
I wonder if it would help with my arthritis and migraines. ( Not smoking it, but coffee and/ or rub ons?)
What do you ladies suggest?





My cbd coffee is of the highest organic grade. It's $2.20 a cup in individual servings. I purchased it from HempWorx. I stand by the product.
They also sell pure cbd that can be used to rub on hands or knees or the like. It legit works like a charm to make joints useable without the pain associated with use. I would def suggest it.
Sha
I would suggest try only CBD first in a controlled environnement and see how you react. Im pissed at myself because I tried 2 times yesterday to use it while camming and the last time I was a bit tired and the THC kicked in so fast (even at a very small dose), I had to stop. So next time I buy cannabis oil its gonna be CBD only!




Does your photography lighting or the computer screen make you sick? I wonder what I can do besides suck it up. It just makes me feel so nauseous. I really think its the lighting though cause I've worked in front of a computer screen my whole life. This is my first time having actual lighting. When I tried camming in the past, I didnt. Just your normal house lights turned on.





^^Good question. No, lighting has no negative affect on me. It might be the fact that I'm well fed, super hydrated, & take breaks to meditate.
I can stream 10 hrs & be fine. But again, I'm engaging in tons of self care.
I'm sorry. It has to hurt so bad.
Sha
Glasses/lens that protect you from the light (screen/photography lights). I am not sure how to call them but i have a pair of glasses that are for 8+ hours in front of a computer. I am beeing a brat and i do not wear them 80% of the time tough (i will probably wear big granny ones by the time i am 40 at this pace haha). But I do wear them when my eyes get extremly tired/feel dizzy and they help instantly.





I went to the pot dispensary yesterday.
They had very knowledgeable people there, who took the time to explain everything.
So grateful.
I am in excruciating pain, ( cbd rub on never worked).
I bought some pure THC patches ( tried it and it took my pain away).
I was honest with my salesgirl and told her that I'm a burnt out cam model.
I told her that I needed something to, not only take my pain away. But to make me not want to kill everyone. Lol!
I bought mints that contain pure THC.
I'll be trying those today.
Cause Momma Milf has to become Momma Mild... Mannered.
If this doesn't work, I'm going to buy a tincture with psychotropic effects.
*I didn't like the fact that the store needed to scan my id ( government now knows, and this stuff is still federally illegal)
And the fact that the cop was following me all around the store. Yikes.
Will report back.








Used a 1/4 of the THC patch, the first day, and it didn't work.
Used the rest of the patch, AND injested the THC mint yesterday.
Nothing.
Aargh!![]()





^^Perhaps the strength is very low? Frustrating.
Sha





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