
Originally Posted by
skittle
Hello my fellow sluts,
This post, I'm warning, may be long...
Years ago, and under a different username I needed advice on how to survive my first day at the club. It's incredible how fast time flies because day one, ended up turning into four years. I learned so much on this website but unfortunately despite learning the what-not-to-dos, I still did them. After my separation with my previous boyfriend, things spiralled out of control because of how devastated I was. I became your stereotypical stripper. I was a mess. I became addicted to crack-cocaine, spent all my money on drinks, would binge on alcohol and drugs until I blacked out and realized the morning after I had been working for free... *cringe* I could go on, and on...
Then I met someone, who literally saved my life. He helped me get back on my feet. I left the industry for 2.5/3 years (started when I was around 22). I'm medicated for anxiety and depression which has helped me live my life with a completely different attitude and mindset. I have a full time job in the Health Care. I have regular pay cheques, and can provide a roof over my head AND my kids. And all thanks to him helping me reach my full potential. He told me he never wanted me to go back to stripping. He's convinced I'll relapse and possibly end up dead from either a drug overdose, or suicide.
But I want to go back. I miss being able to express myself sexually, I miss being society's dirty secret, I miss the cash, I miss my collection of shoes. I'm a completely different person now at 28 years old. I have things in my life that I'd be foolish to throw away. He has legitimate concerns but he's wrong.
I'm thinking about going to a club in a couple weeks to dance every Friday after my day time job. I guess my question is, how would you handle this situation? Also, do any of you have regular day time jobs that you could loose if anyone found out you danced? That's another worry I have...And, have any of you gone back to dancing while taking years off?
Thank you everyone!
Skittles, xo
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