Somethings that I forgot to add~ I am currently a dancer and i’m saving money to at least complete some prerequisites in college so that I have some schooling under my belt and then I’ll be looking into going into a degree like business management if I haven’t figured something out by then. If I do decide to do the magazine, I would make sure to research the photographer and verify through Playboy before submitting anything to him.
I didn’t mean to make it sound like I’m guaranteed to get in and like this guy is a guaranteed Photographer. I haven’t looked into researching the photographer because I am still deciding on if I even want to do this. I’m not doing any nude work right now.
So just a little background of my family. My mom is a strict Christian woman who wants for me to go to college and get a degree in a field that she would approve of. My father is Jamaican and has an idea of how he feels like Christians should act. My grandmother is very religious and has her ministers license (she preaches at churches from time to time). I have a younger brother who is still in high school .I’m seriously considering doing Playboy because I’ve gone through the website and I feel like they represent nudity in an artistic way. I spoke with the photographer who has connections to playboy and said that he can help me submit photos if I’m interested. I’m just worried about how doing this would impact my relationship with my family. I feel like they would cut me off and disown me if I decided to do something like this. If I decide to do it do you think I should tell them? Regardless of whether I tell them or not, I feel like they will disown me. They will think that I am just doing this because I am lazy, especially since I dropped out of college and I’m trying to find my way. I’ve had bad experiences with being honest with my family.





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