So uk has been in lockdown for a year pretty much and I can’t even express how much I miss dancing not just the money but the dramas and the laughs. Worse of all I suffered a terrible heartbreak right before lockdown and nothing got me over heartache like going to the club making money and flirting. Not to mention wearing sexy outfits and buying new shoes and lingerie sets! I’ve been a dancer since I was 18 and I’m now 27! I just find everything else in life dull and boring those 9-5 jobs seeing the same lame ass repressed people who just go home to watch the telly every night with some crappy Asda bought meal.
I wanted to move abroad and have a more exciting life but this year but a stop to all my plans...I just don’t know what I can do to bring back the excitement? I tried camming but it just felt like me a lonely girl trying to entertain a lonely man through a screen it was just depressing...I’ve got an onlyfans but it’s getting boring and people are expecting a lot from me to be regularly posting and honestly I’ve run out of ideas.
I know it’s up to me to create excitement because nobody else is going to do it but it has me thinking...Most people are bland and dry as fuck how do they work there boring jobs day in and day out and how can I avoid the hunumdrum? Do I join a spiritualist hippy community? Is anyone else feeling this way?



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