HELP ME! Had Ex sex this weekend and now I'm feeling the worst anxiety EVER. I can't even breathe really. Here is the story...
I was at his house watching a game and I fell asleep so he got online and was doing whatever. Anyway I woke up and saw hime looking at an internet dating site. He had a profile and everything. It almost made me puke it hurt my feelings sobad. Shouldn't I get "special treatment" since I am there or should I just expect his life to go on regardless of my presence? I FEEL HORRIBLE ABOUT THIS. what to do??
I didn't tell him what I saw but rather brought up something that I knew would make him jealous. It worked but I don't feel better. Should I tell him it hurt me or just let it go?
I missed you girls this weekend. I was in boston. Went to Fantasies in Providence, RI. It was fun. Very nice, girls were hotties! If anyone works there, let me know!!
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I wouldn't continue to hang out with the guy if I were you. If you want to get back together with him, you should let him know, but otherwise, just move on with your life. If you're not together anymore, he has every right to look for new people, so do you. Granted, it would be a bit rude for him to be browsing dating sites with you there, but what you wrote, apparently he wasn't trying to do it in FRONT of you - he thought you didn't know. Anyway, I think your anxiety may be coming mainly from your own awareness that you shouldn't have had sex with him. Go easy on yourself, we all screw up sometimes! Just don't let the same thing happen again, and open up to dating other people. Hope you feel better!


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