My stripping experience has been good. I broke up with my boyfriend and became a dancer. At first it was great to be told I'm beautiful get a great work and have a really nice place to live. I could make more money at an upscale club but have been turned away because I'm afro-asian. I have a mild temperment and have tried to be nice to everyone at my job. It has been really hard lately because the white girls at the club have been talking sh*t about me to the customers and even when I'm in the dressing room. Except for the latin girl tequelia who is always making me stand up for myself. My bestfriend is white and have nothing against white people. I don't talk to anyone and make time in the dressing room short. I don't understand why the girls are so racist when I have done nothing to offend them.
I feel like second to everyone and like this the only shot at dancing. I lost my regular custumers because of all the smack they talk. This happens more when I make alot of money. I hope it doesn't sound like I'm whining but I kinda do feel sorry for myself.
I'm stuck in a rut and don't know what to do!!



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