I started dancing a month or so ago, I like it, it's keeping me in shape, I like getting all dolled up, and having guys tell me I adorable all the time. I don't have any problems I can conciously think of....but for some reason, I just am not excited to go to work.
I'm 22, I moved here from Florida a year ago. Not too many jobs here, I didn't look too much though before I started dancing. (So, I didn't do it out of nessesity) I have a boyfriend, he's really sweet and supportive, and he has no problems with it. He works during the day, so I don't see him much, but my last job was mostly nights/weekends too.
My club are great, the girls are great, we have features and whatnot come in at times and they RAVE (and based on what I've read here, we are top-notch!) never had problems, I leave my stuff out overnight and days at a time- no thieves here! The bouncers and DJ's are good...the money is ummmmmm.....alright, I guess. I make about $13/hour, supposedly to pick up when summer starts. (It's a beach town, torists start showing up soon!) That's still better than any other jobs I'm qualified for, so I can't complain.
I don't see any reason to not be satisfied....but for some reason, I'm just not? Sometimes I think I'm too old for this kind of work...Maybe I should be doing something more professionally related (I don't take this as a profession, it's just a job....and any other job I get will be until I finish school, my profession is medicine) Maybe I just don't have what it takes?
Is it just Spring Fever? Or an I growing up and realizing I can't do this forever?
I almost dislike not having a schedule that I HAVE to be there for, I have a hard time making myself go to work!!
Anyone know what I'm talking about? Does everyone go though this, or is this an indication that this just isn't for me?
Any tips on how to get though it?
xoxo,
ANGEL



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Happens to the best of us.. I made only 20 dollars the ENTIRE day yesterday on day shift.. tonight I BANKED out!!! So good days happen and go.. if the bad days seem to outweigh the good, however.. perhaps switching clubs? 13/hr for a 4 hour shift is 52$ Still good for any other job, but with payout and everything else, it would not be incentive for me to come to work, either, if it happened all the time. If some days, however, you do wonderful.. it makes up for the shitty days. Lemme know how it goes!




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