I went for my first audition with my new implants. Went to a local club (don't want to say which, because if they monitor this board they will know that it is me). I had a bad feeling, however it is in a good area and my fiancee encouraged me saying he felt I would be really safe there.
They gave me the run around about the audition. Kept telling me to come in a different times. The manager was never there when I would call before my audition. (I always call to confirm my audition time before I leave home.)
Finally they had me come in Saturday at 11am. The manager was telling me how beautiful I was, & how he couldn't wait to see me on stage, he thought I would look even better up there. They tell me to get on stage, then the manager leaves the room, before I can even get around the bar.
The bartender tells me to start dancing, then he goes around cleaning the bar, pretty much ignoring me (no one else is in the room). He comes up and tells me he is telling the manager how great I look, & asks if I want to work that evening. I told him I would, then he says to go talk to the manager, and points me to his office.
In his office there is no camera where he could see me on stage. I get in there & he tells me how I am sooo beautiful, but I need to lose a few pounds in the legs and stomach. (The legs I won't argue with, but I have ripped abs.) ??? ???
Then he asks "What do you weigh, 135-140?" Huh, I weigh 98lbs, and thats with the implants which my doc says weigh almost 5lbs. I told him more like 100 lbs, and thanks for the audition, I will work on the weight.
He tells me there is no way I weigh less than 130lbs, when is the last time I was weighed, he also says please join a gym, cut carbs and come back in 1-2 months--you are sooo beautiful, I want you to work for me, but all my girls are really thin with perfect bodies & if I let you work, the agency will start sending me fat girls. I'll admit the girls I saw were REALLY thin, but with NO boobs! I just told him the last time I was weighed was 1 week ago at my post-op, and I weighed 98lbs, then left.
I wish I had a pic to post. My measurements are 34DD-23.5-33 as of this morning. Will post a pic as soon as I get one.
What is your opinion on this? He made me sound obese. 135-140???![]()
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I feel so gross right now. I am usually a really strong person, but the more I think about this the more it bothers me. This really was a major blow to my self esteem. I used to do head shot modeling, local stuff, like for jewelry & hair salons, so I know I'm not ugly, but this is really getting me down. I know I'm not fat, or jiggly, so I thought maybe he just didn't think I was pretty enough, but for some reason would rather tell me to lose weight. How could I look that fat?
How could someone be so mean??? I have seen seriously obese women audition & the managers have been nicer?
Sorry so long
Jasmine






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