Ok as you all know by now I am fighting down my wieght... well, in the last month or so I have toned up and shed enough for everyone (co-workers and regulars) to start noticing, well my problem is.... the regulars who were too good to even acknowledge my exsistance before..... suddenly wanna be a nicey nicey and complimentary and give me money( ok i'll take it) and want me to sit and talk ect ect... well... I SOOOOOOO want to just go off!!! I mean, I wasn't good enough before... but now that i'm suddenly starting to live up to your standards i'm good enough to spend a buck on?!?!?! omg it burns me and i want to just thrown thier money back in thier faces but i dont i just smile sweetly and take the " WOW whatever your doing is working, your looking so much better keep it up" comments in stride while inside I'm seething.... my face and personality has not changed one bit!!! just my body GRRRRRRRR i know... I am a stripper and its a shallow business but i figured if there were anywhere i could vent it would be here and hopefully one or two of you can feel me here!!!!! sorry for the ramble but i just had to get it off my chest, i had one of the best nights money wise last night and i heard the same shit over and over... lol
anyway
im off my soap box for now
thanks for listening!



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Hey Angelina great job on loosing that weight gurl. I was reading ur posts and want to know how u did it and how much u lost. Im trying to shed some pounds myself, as always. jejeje.







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