I really really miss dancing. I get to sit at home and be pregnant and make no money while all you you ladies are free to dance and travel and make money. I am jealous as hell! Plus, money had been super tight with only my boyfriend's former income (he got a big raise a few weeks ago) so we were struggling. I eat non stop of course and groceries kept dwindling so fast. We got behind in some bills and the whole time, I was thinking that if I could only dance for one night, I coul pay off all those overdue bills. Sigh.... Oh well, I only have four mor months till I can come back. It's just frustrating. Plus, I have gained a considerable amount of weight and I was tiny to begin with. My size made me money and I'm worried that the cellulite and back fat I have aquired may not go over so well with customers. I know I can work most of it off but in my family, after two babies we go from like, 110 to 160 and we stay there. I'm only 5'1"! Sorry for this self pitying post, I am just in a bad mood I guess. I'm going to go eat something now
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. Oh well, I only have four mor months till I can come back. It's just frustrating. Plus, I have gained a considerable amount of weight and I was tiny to begin with. My size made me money and I'm worried that the cellulite and back fat I have aquired may not go over so well with customers. I know I can work most of it off but in my family, after two babies we go from like, 110 to 160 and we stay there. I'm only 5'1"! Sorry for this self pitying post, I am just in a bad mood I guess. I'm going to go eat something now

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