wow, guys, thank you so much, you are all so sweet

You're right, i shouldnt let it get to me...if they want to talk about me, fine, what does it really matter. Luckily the girls in my clubs are nice, & not catty (for the most part) so i have made friends w/ most, which does help...
i think the reason so many people know is because a few months ago a big group (from a frat) came into the club, i knew a bunch of the guys from before, so my "cover" was blown--even though i asked them not to spread it around

...& my roommate obviously knows, so her friends know, etc...coming through the dorm at 4am in full makeup with a backpack on also doesn't help, haha! I'm not ashamed of it. Just afraid of how people react.
Suprisingly enough-for whoever asked this- the school is in the middle of a BIG city (New Orleans). and i totally agree, living off campus is a great idea...all freshmen are
required to live in the dorms...never again though-already have an apt picked out for next year (i can actually afford one, now!

). I'll survive, the year's almost over. Thanks for the kind words, you guys have really helped me feel better
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