In the past I have been diagnosed with all kinds of mood and other disorders. Anxiety, ocd, post dramatic stress, manic depressive (bi polar), border line scitz.I have been on tons of medications- thorzine, lithium, prozac, respirdol, wellbutrin and many others. Those drugs I have been on have so many side effects and make me feel crazier then ever.
Only thing that ever made me feel normal is pot. I am a loving mother of two and therefore can't afford to be an emotional basketcase. So therefore I smoke EVERYDAY- to feel normal. Self medicate guess.
Normal me = happy kids, happy husband etc. But the thought of smoking everyday for the rest of my life is saddening sometimes.It gets expensive, causes weigh gain, and sometimes just makes me feel slower or dumber day by day. What would you do? My body cant handle the chemicals in other meds. Not to mention we dont know exactly what is wrong with me. Every doctor and family member has there own opinion. Comments? Suggestions?



I have been on tons of medications- thorzine, lithium, prozac, respirdol, wellbutrin and many others. Those drugs I have been on have so many side effects and make me feel crazier then ever. 

It gets expensive, causes weigh gain, and sometimes just makes me feel slower or dumber day by day. What would you do? My body cant handle the chemicals in other meds. Not to mention we dont know exactly what is wrong with me. Every doctor and family member has there own opinion. Comments? Suggestions?
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