i dont know what to do.
in october last year i moved countries with my man and our cat. we left our friends and families. i dont know how he feels.
but in the last few days,i cant stop being upset about my friends. i dont care i dont see my family ( we arent that close) by it sucks not haveing a best friend. its so hard.
i dont leave the house. i dont want to. i havent beeen out clubbing ( i used to be a HUGE HARDHOUSE CLUBBER!) since i left.im so boring now its hurts. i have no one here. well i have my bf but thats different.
back home we used to party ( lol and i mean PARTY!!) from fri avo till sun night, and then work other nights to pay for it. now i work the same number of nghts, done go out at all.dont even want to.
i tried one night. lasted half and hour. came home.
just want my old life back. my old clubbing friends,i think i miss the scene. but theres a HH scene here too, i just dont go.
i wont be going home till next year , and i have have heaps of things keeping me busy till then so i wont notice so much.
but right now. i just want my old life back.
sorry i just had to share.


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