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    As most of you know I have cancer and its been really kicking my ass lately. I had an MRI done about 2 weeks ago and it found new tumors. So I started a new round of treatment..Its been pretty intense and I am getting very weak and sick.
    I have been fighting, eating right and excercising but, I am so exhausted.
    To make matters worse when I went to feed one of my pets this morning, I found her dead and torn to pieces. I know I am going to have to get enough balls to bury her but, I just don't have them. I feel so overwhelmed right now.
    Thanks for listening..
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    Farrah, I'm sorry to hear about your health and your pet. Here's a hug for you.






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    Holy shit Farrah! No! I had no idea. : :

    I believe in the power of prayer and will pray for you.


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    Farrah, I hope everything will be ok with you.You seem really strong and you take care of yourself.my prayers go out to you.Thats horrible about your animal, what kind of pet was he or she?Well I hope you will be ok,Iam really depressed right now,I hope we will be ok.

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    Farrah
    I don't know you, but for whatever it's worth I know that our thoughts are now with you. One of the most important things, i think, both physically and emotionally is to not let this break you - come here and vent or cry or laugh or just make fun of all the penis pictures, whatever it takes to make you smile and keep that spark bright
    Mark

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    Farrah,

    My : and thoughts go out to you in your time of need. You are a very special person. Thanks for showing us love and being an inspiration to us all.

    Sometimes life is so unfair... sorry about your pet. Even more sorry about your health ! Good luck and stay optimistic !


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    Hey, I'm sorry to hear about this. Sure hope you can get through. You're in my thoughts and prayers :



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    Sweetie......

    Wow i have so much to say but i am kinda speechless as no word can truly express what i am feeling for you right now.

    You have given me so much support through my illness, you cant even begin to imagin. I find myself thinking about you alot and praying for you also.....its amazng how you can be touched my someone's spirit even through you have never spoken or met....Farrah you have an amazing spirit.... You are such an inspiration and i feel truly blessed knowing you.

    I am sorry to hear about your MRI scan as you know i am dreading my brain one in june.... but you have lifted my spririts and reminded me to keep strong..... and i pray that you will also find the strength to beat this. I truly believe with my heart that you will.

    When i was in hospital i was on the cancer ward and it really enlightened to me about this disease and i have also been reading about metaphysics...... and i truly belive that illnesses like this have a lot do with the state of the mind which mainifests in physical form, so its vital to keep positive and have faith. I have seen ppl beat this.

    I am also very sorry about your poor pet.

    Anytime you need to vent, cry remember we are all here for you.... i am sure everyone here loves you just as much as i do.

    Keep the faith, keep being strong, keep being you!


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    You poor girl.. I understand life can be full of crap.. Hang in there

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    Farrah Holiday. You are in my prayers. Miracles do happen. At Thanksgiving my sister had a kidney with a tumor and a brain tumor. A 98% chance it was cancerous and it came back negative. We just learned her brain tumor has disappeared..

    Here is a great link coincidently with Easter as the theme with cancer.

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    Oh my, Farrah... my hopes, will and prayers will be focused your way. So many things in such short time, and as always, I'm impressed and admire your courage and strength.

    The biggest rewards and success we can ever achieve on this earth are almost always the result of dissapointment, anguish and grief. Dare to believe that you are superior to circumstances.. from there your spirit will only grow and thrive. Your past I'm sure confirms this... it brings me grief to hear you are in that stage of life's battle again.. I'm confident you'll come out smelling like roses.. you always have before.

    A great, big, giant, bear hug to you, Farrah! Hold it as long as you need. We're all here cheering for you.


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    Feel better hon! Call me if you want to talk!

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    : :

    (I'm praying for you too...)
    Why do some people still have to fight...to get the same opportunities...that are given to others??...

    Look out for self...because noone else will...AND
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    Reclusivness...is a good thing.

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    Farrah,
    You are an inspiration to many of us on this board and I want to say that I will definetely pray for you. I think you are a wonderful person who shines through, and I think with prayer and positive thinking you can overcome this. Fight it hun, because I know its a battle. Just keep kicking it ass.
    I will pray for you tonight, and will continue to have you in my prayers, sweetie.
    I havent met you either, but I do feel that I have in some sort. Maybe its from how sweet you are in your posts, to posting wonderful info (Tonalin babyyyyyyy) and just being a real person.

    (((((((HUGS)))))))))

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    Also, what happened to your poor pet?
    I am sorry about that as well, as I have been through some tough times when my sister lost her puppy.
    :kiss:

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    Farrah
    If ya ever want to vent,scream,yell,curse,talk,laugh or cry..you can turn to me. We may not know each other but you have shown me what true courage is, as a result I'm here for ya.



    on a side note(going for the laugh here) If ya do laugh at the penis pics skip mine please?Lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by Farrah_Holiday link=board=1;threadid=8177;start=msg95330#msg95330 date=1081728228
    As most of you know I have cancer and its been really kicking my ass lately. I had an MRI done about 2 weeks ago and it found new tumors. So I started a new round of treatment..Its been pretty intense and I am getting very weak and sick.
    I have been fighting, eating right and excercising but, I am so exhausted.
    To make matters worse when I went to feed one of my pets this morning, I found her dead and torn to pieces. I know I am going to have to get enough balls to bury her but, I just don't have them. I feel so overwhelmed right now.
    Thanks for listening..
    Farrah
    Farrah sweetheart, We are all here for you. I can only imagine how overwhelming your situation is. You are definitely one tough cookie, and although you feel weak and drained, your strength will indeed prevail. It's very weird, but today, when we were at the in-laws, she had a plaque on the wall that she had just gotten. It said "Tough times never last, but Tough People do!". I will most definitely keep a candle lit for you, and also one for your pet. I'm so very sorry for the way that you found it. It's got to be very hard.

    My sister had a pair of cats that had kittens about 2 years ago. Everything seemed to go bad in all of a week's time. It started off with her unknowingly running her cat over as he slept under her car while she was backing out of her driveway. I had to come over and pick him up and bury him, as it was too hard for her (he was her familiar). That very night, she woke up to her kittens meowing outside. She looked out, and a skunk had one of the kittens in his mouth, with another laying torn and dead beside them. She had tried everything to get the skunk to stop and run away, she basically threw everything on her porch at it. Turns out it was rabid, and when it was done, 3 of her 5 kittens were dead. All she and the other cats could do was watch in sheer horror. Then of course, later that week, she went through her cancer scare.

    It always seems that things happen in strings. It's definitely hard. I'm here for you, if you ever need to talk, even about nothing.

    Much Love and Many Hugs,
    ~Rhi~

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    Farrah I'm so sorry I hope things will start looking up for you soon!

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    My thoughts and prayers are with you also. I know it can be hard sometimes but please try to keep positive, it can make a world of difference. Here are some goodvibes from me :.


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    farrah,

    i don't know what to say, other than that you're ability to deal with your situation inspires me very very much. you have the right to be feeling whatever it is you're feeling, and maybe letting this toxic energy out is a good thing. sometimes we human have to purge ourselves of it, and then the positive takes over again.

    the tumors and your pet are more than anyone should have to deal with. i hope you're going to be ok. seeing how far you've come (remember that wonderful 5K!) i have confidence you will.

    this might sounds silly, but read read read, devour anything in the inspirational section of a bookstore. some of it might be a bit fluffy, but if it works...

    goddess bless hun

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    OMG
    Thanks so much all ! Your kind words really mean alot to me.
    My new love...is me !

    Even the greatest authority does not, ultimately, know you as you know yourself.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Lexi link=board=1;threadid=8177;start=msg95415#msg95415 date=1081735942
    Farrah,
    You are an inspiration to many of us on this board and I want to say that I will definetely pray for you.
    You not only are a huge inspiration for many on this board, but you are for many in general. Just remember that you are totally loved and always remember that in life we always have those around us for us to support when they are in need and that they are there for us when we are. I know it's been said in this post many times, and yet I'll repeat it again...whatever you need from any of us as far as someone to talk to, we're here.

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    I'm truly sorry to hear of your illness Farrah. Fortunately, it sounds as if you’re being proactive and doing the right things—exercising, eating right etc. They are important to help your body fight the disease.

    I had a cancer scare last year, so I started to do a lot of reading on the subject. For a week or so I was convinced I had cancer and went through a whole range of emotions. Fortunately, there was no cancer, but I did get a sense of how scary things must be for cancer patients.

    You will be in my prayers also and I urge to try and keep your spirits up, no matter how hard it gets. I know this isn’t easy, but I think it is vitally important.

    There were two items that intrigued me when I was doing my research. You may have come across them in your own research. One was the use of flax seed oil to help with nutrition, and the other was meditation and the use of “visualization”. Granted these things are a bit “New Agee”, and I don’t advocate them as a replacement for any traditional cancer therapy, but I believe both may be helpful when used with conventional cancer treatments. And neither will harm you in any way, so they can’t hurt.

    If you’re interested, type “flax seed oil” or “visualization” into goggle and you will come up reams of information.

    Stay strong and be as positive as you can.

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    Death is all part of the cycle. When my mom lost her dog a few months ago she cried like crazy for a few days and after that she was all better. Its ok to grieve. Animals are very loving and important to us.

    I am sure their are lots of cancer support groups or chat sites. there are lots of people in your same boat. You will make it through this just fine and be a better person for it.
    Those who bring sunshine into lives of others, cannot keep it from themselves.

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    Farrah, you are one of the nicest sweetest people on this board..dispensing great advice and being just an all around cool ass woman..i commend you for staying strong, and want you to know that you are in my prayers daily..

    Hugs and kisses!!!
    At this time in my life, the only way I keep moving forward is to know that things will eventually get better..

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