so my dad pretty much is telling me that I should drop out of school. He thinks that I don't know what I want to do and therefore I should just stop going. He doesn't know anything I've done since I've moved away. So if I do drop out as he wishes, then I'd have to live at home again, and trust me, I don't think either he or I would like that very much.
The kicker: my tuition is paid for by scholarship, so me screwing around and wasting "his" money to me doesn't even seem like a valid excuse.
I'm sooo frusterated with him. When I work for a newspaper that isn't good enough for him. When I photograph for other publications it's not good enough. No matter what I do it's not good enough and so he tells me I should just drop out.
I had a question about schedualing classes and had to talk to him about it and he told me that I shouldn't even bother signing up for classes for next year. He doesn't know that I dance, thinks I waitress, and thinks that that's low class and hates the idea of waitressing. Yeah dad would you rather I made $6.00/hr at the ice arena, is that "high class" work for a student in a large college town. I have bills to pay too.
I swear it all comes down to the fact that his first child wasn't a boy. My brother gets away with EVERYTHING, all because he has a penis. My brother will be LUCKY to even get into college. I've heard about the phone calls to his parents and brothers when I was born from the hospital. They were also kind enough to tell me about his extreme displeasure that I don't have a penis.
(sorry for ranting)



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