I think all the women on here are beautiful, and I love all the tips and advice everyone gives on here. I live near Austin TX. I'm what you call a virgin to the adult industry.
I guess I'm posting for advice. I'm what you call a virgin to the adult industry. see- my mother is korean church going so I never could really have boyrfriends and such. When I turned 18 I moved out to Austin, TX and got a job as a coctail girl at one of the strip clubs there. It was my first time ever being in a strip club. I so wanted to dance and quit the waitresing. I ended up quiting because the manager was a dick. Anyhow, I ended up getting a real job and got married to the wrong type of guy got pregannt and now my baby is 16 months old. What's worse is my daughter and I are living with my parents and it sucks. My husband is living in Houston we have been sepearted for a year now. I don't think I want to get back with him because he can't take care of us. I don't want to seem shallow but he doensn't make much money and my daughter deserves to be treated like a princess. I hate my job now it sucks but I don't make enough to move out of my parents house. I read this forum every day and get so tempted to buy my heels and dancer gear and do it but I'm so shy and I lost my umff if you call it meaning since my seperated husband never made me feel sexy. I don't know if I can talk and walk sexy anymore if you know what I mean. I dieting and will look better if I lost more weight. My boobs are deflated from breast feeding. I have stretch marks. I used to be so pretty and confindent and people thought I looked like Tia Carrere. I know I can be beautiful again if I tried and got out of this depressed mood. I'm evaluating my life and this regular 9-5 job isn't cutting it. I want to dance so I can make more money in less amount of time and see my daughter more often. I live in Texas so I'm not the typical blonde barbie look a like. I live near Austin.. so Do you think I can get hired being that I'm half asian half white? I'm 5"4 and exotic looking. Or should I try Houston?


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