What is going on here?... okay it seems to me that the time and economy has a lot to do with what's going on now as well as your attitudes. I've worked a number of clubs as well as scout a number of upscale clubs in the US. Girls were beautiful and average. I was surprise to see a decline in business thru out a certain period because 1 night or week isn't enough to judge a place or maybe?.......... I watch the club volume from the bar and saw a busy club went from slow to dead with abouth 100 dancers. Maybe it's an early club or early aand very late or just early or off night ( summer or winter is just bulllshit or another excuse ) Most clubs succeed form a turn over of tables...... if this is not consistant then you really have to hustle even more, so I'm guessing business is slow/bad everywhere...... but I will give a club chance 3 weeks to see how it progress in that time and it's enough... you never know what the future might hold... However I've witness staff not dancers scamming the customers at scores west & east and will find out if it goes on at other upscale clubs. Maybe all the clubs have been a whore house and I was too blind to see it or it's more open then ever or both and as always no mather what the intention on who ever got into the business it all comes down to money $$$ then it all comes down to the dancer/whore decision? how much does my life depends on this? how greedy I'm I? how much more secure this extra income $$$ makes a difference in my life? how secure will it make my future? why I'm I here in this life? what purpose do I serve? is the people I sacrifice myself or life style for worth it in the long run? is this what I really want? what shall I gain from this and how much does it worth to me? is it really worth it? why? why? why? whY me? why was I born? this cannot be my purpose? why was I born? do not not pity me... pity yourselves... worry for yourselves incase you may have a heart? what is that anyway? from what I see all takes what they need, want and move on and maybe that's all they've got to do to stay alive and keep their insanity. Do you think you're special? if you do that's good... maybe you're not better than anyone else regardless but at least you honor yourself. You be strong and hang in there but don't loose yourselves. Maybe you should see the writing on the wall but it's possible you may not understand because experience is almost everything but it can also be taught by others experience as a protection to preventive measure but also have to be carefull of being brain washed. I do hope you get what I'm saying. May the good lord have mercy on your sole but for god sake!........... we are the lost soles... Make the very best of it but don't you ever loose your sole.
Topaz - my heart goes out to you and I'm thinking of you even thou I don't know you but I feel you dear...


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