As I walked up to give my hubby a hug after my first night at work, I had this horrible feeling. I felt like: he's just "another guy" like the rest of them that stuffed dollar bills in my thong all but 5 minutes ago. I'm not sure how to word this properly, so hopefully you get what I mean. I wasn't upset or anything, and I got past the feeling after about an hour, but it was like: when I ran my fingers thru his hair, I thought... I just DID that to 12 other guys! Almost like it lost it's "special-ness" for a moment in time. I guess I'm wondering if that feeling will go away or get stronger with time? Maybe I'm alone on this one... ???
Just to clarify, we are VERY close (Best friends b4 lovers) been together 3 years, and I tell him everything, so yeah he does know that I felt this way.




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and play with guys at the club (not in bad ways) but I can step back and think how happy I'll be when I come home to my dark house (well, maybe a a little bit daylit house) and crawl into bed
with my husband. It's a great feeling to leave it all behind and come home to the man who loves me. 
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