Ok, So this might end up being a *tiny* bit longer of a post than I wanted it to be...but I REALLY need an impartial opinion...and my friends and family can't really do that.
My name is Arianna, I live in canada and I started dancing when I was 18. I am 5'2" and I weighed 100lbs when I started @ my club.
I had to quit the club 2 yrs ago because I found out I had cancer and needed treatment.
I'm 24 now, cancer free and 30 lbs heavier than I was when I worked @ the club.
I want to go back!!
I miss performing sooooo much.
I miss my regulars, and I really miss the money.
I met with my old manager last week to see if I could go back and he said that I most certainly could (back in the day, I was their most featured house girl) but I'd be better off to lose a few (20) pounds or so...
I don't think I look bad @ all...I'm healthy and not overweight by any means, but now, he has given me a bit of a complex about how I look.
I guess I'm afraid that I will just be humiliated by going back thinking that I'm still just as attractive as I was when I worked there.
He didn't hesitate to let me come back because I brought in ALOT of regulars during the day shift and alot of them actually stopped coming in after I left...
I guess my question is, would I be making a fool of myself to go back with an extra 30 lbs of weight and still expect to make the same kind of money that I used to?
Is he seeing something about my body that I'm not?
Of course all of my friends and family won't say anything...they all say that I'm beautiful...blahblahblah...
I just don't want to walk into an ambush that might potentially ruin my self esteem...
???
Attached is a picture of what I look like now....the first reply to this post will be a pic of what i looked like back then


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