my SO dosn't know i dance. I have managed to hide it for 6 months now. I know i need to tell him , but i wanted to ease into it , so i talked him into letting me do a amature night at a different club.i figured i would go win it , he would see it isn't so bad , and i could tell him i got a job at a better club. sounds like a plan , right ? WRONG !!!
I get up on stage and do my act , toning it down a bit to make it look like i didn't know what i was doing.I did well , and he was happy and horny so everything was going fine. I don't mean this to sound concieted , but i belive i was the prettiest girl there.
then the next girl got up there....
oh my god ! she was touching herself and rubbing all over everyone and hangin from the ceiling [literaly ] the other girls followed suit............
I work at whats considered to be a classy club here , and granted , the club doing the contest is kind of ghetto , but i never imagined it would be like that. I was shocked at what i saw them girls doing.
well , long story short , i didn't win and left feeling like a jackass. my SO now thinks all clubs are like that , and since i didn't win , i feel really stupid. [he told me i needed to pratice more , damn it]
I feel really self concise now , and i didn't sell but one dance today at work. and now i don't have any idea how to tell him what i do [i know he would really flip out and want me to quit , but i like my job , and i love him ,we have a child togeather , and i would really like to have both. ]
someone please help me !



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