I cant blieve this.I will try to make tthis short. Ihave been engaged for 4 years. My fiancee travels for work he is gone 5 months home like 2. Well he is insecure and calls like 10 time a day and always says Iknow your seeing someone.So this got oldand in feb I told him to move out. I dont trat men well I verbaly abuse them I tell them their stupid and ugly. Dont ask why its just something Ido. not sure why. Well he left 2 weeks later to work and has been gone since feb. This sale since we kind of broke up he did call less.which i liked. Well we had talked about trying to make it work when he got back. sice I had not been working for a year and a half I thought maybe that was the prblem because when he was home we were together all the time. since neither one of us worked. Wll he called 2 eeks ago and asked if we could see each other when he came home.which was supposed to be wed. I said sure and was exited and looking forward to it.its been 6 months.well i had a real job breifly(1 month) about a month after he left.he knew guys flirtrd with me and that i talked to one cp worker on the phone. well I went outwith this guy twice. ansd had a brief sexual encounter and I mean brief. well I hinted to my fiance and he would acuse me. So a while after the fiancee called and siad he was comeing he said he couldnt they were going back to work right away. so that king of upset me i was looking forward too seeing him and not waiting another 6 months. Well yesterday he calls going I know you have a newboyfriend bla bla and that you fucked that guy at that job so I said I know you have been seeing someone. he goes shes married. So Iam like what well he is seeing this married women and I go do you love her hes like i dont know.WHAT. I didnt think it would bother me I got sick to my stomache and we hung up.well today i needed to know things so i called and we talked he has been seeing her for 1 month and a half. had sex with her 4 times.well I started balling firsst time i cried even since he left. I dont blame him because i did kick him out and i dont treat him good. but to have feelings involved I cant get over! what iam asking i guess is what should i do and what do you guys think.



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