I've got something I need to get off my chest, and maybe some of you have been through the same thing. Anyway, at the moment as most of you know Im just over 6 months pregnant, Im still with the father, we live together. But things have been so horrible and rocky and I just don't know what to do whether to stay with him or not.
I feel like he doesn't even want to be with me and sometimes I feel the same about him, that maybe were just together for the babys sake. Except the thing is I dont want to be apart from him, as much as I want to be sometimes, the thought of raising this child on my own is scary, and there's something about him I love. I think I love him more than he loves me. And he has told me before in the heat of an argument that he's only with me because Im pregnant, but when he had calmed down he told me he didn't mean it.
He is so hung up on my past especially my dancing which Im not doing at the moment. He often asks me how I brought myself to dance 'in front of seedy old men for money' and says that I may as well be a prostitute. I tell him its nothing like that, I enjoyed the stage dancing, and I was doing it when he met me anyway, and Im not doing it at the moment so whats the problem! He brings me down about that a lot and makes me feel horrible.
He goes out drinking and doing drugs regularly leaving me at home by myself, and when I actually do want to go out with him (sober of course!) he doesnt want me to because I 'bring him down and ruin his night out'.
I think maybe Im just all emotional and clingy because of being pregnant, is this normal? Will things get better once the baby is born? or should I move out now while I still can?![]()
Sorry if this doesn't even make any sense I just had to get it all out!![]()



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It's worth a shot. If you are second guessing this relationship before this baby is even born, that is a red flag.

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