please read about my fucked up roll last night under 2 hours 40 mins




please read about my fucked up roll last night under 2 hours 40 mins
Aut Pax Aut Bellum
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I'm sorry that happened, it's happened to me twice (once with Ecstasy and one w/GHB) I puked up the X. The GHB panicked me and I went to the hospital. AND this was with people I thought I could trust......expensive lesson.........
WHY do people do these awful shitty things??????? People like that make me feel better about supporting ass-kickings........




yeah i felt like puking but i couldn't. its like do you think that if i start rolling i am going to fall in love and go home with you?
Aut Pax Aut Bellum
Either Peace Or War
Yeah I've taken bad X a couple times. Once I took stuff that was REALLY good with some Ketamine and I ODed and was throwing up and comatose for 6 hours. But one pill I took that was really bad were these Blue Omegas. They made me throw up and I didn't really roll, it was almost a tripping kind of feeling. I think it has more DXM in it than MDMA. Those pills really sucked though.
"And Bill, lamenting how you never see a positive drug story on the news..."Today, a young man on acid realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration and that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and you are the imagination of yourself. Here's Tom with the weather...!"- Bill Hicks, The Greatest Comedian Ever!
I almost killed myself taking dodgy pills I picked up in Toronto. I was totally unable to even stand for about 8 hours. At one point I was hovering over myself watching myself gasp for breath. I thought I was dead. The pills turned out to be DXM. I took 1 1/2. I am convinced if I took the other half I would have died. On the other hand, while I was in the spirit world, I met the spirit of my unborn daughter, exactly 1 year before she was born.
Damn Scorpio! You lucked out! Good thing you didn't take that other half. ODing is very scary, something I would never want to exerience again in my life!
Drugs in moderation folks! Take it from somebody who has ODed! If your gonna do drugs, do them in moderation and DON'T MIX SHIT TOGETHER!
"And Bill, lamenting how you never see a positive drug story on the news..."Today, a young man on acid realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration and that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and you are the imagination of yourself. Here's Tom with the weather...!"- Bill Hicks, The Greatest Comedian Ever!
wow.. scorpio.. what you said gave me a cold rush over my body....
wow
Hey folks, before you think drugs are the only way to have spiritual experiences like the one scorpio described.....I have had things like that happen during illness or distress. The last one was where I got very very sick from tainted water in Mexico and was making my peace with God in case I couldn't get to a doctor (was up in the mountains.)
I'm not slurring scorpio, I think he's great. I just happen to be upset over a friend of mine showing up all gacked out recently when he's the last person I would suspect would do that. Uuurrrrgh.




JUST TO CLEAR THIS UP, I DIDNT TAKE ANYTHING IT WAS SLIPPED IN MY DRINK. pLEASE DONT LECTURE ME ON NOT LEAVING MY DRINK AROUND . tHAT IS A LESSON WELL LEARNED.
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No lectures, it can happen to the most vigilant people sometimes.
I've been lucky to not have had any bad trips on E though. The few times I've done it it's all been from people I know and it's actually been pretty good. Although I've seen people on bad trips and it looks pretty scary. I've seen so many people in K-holes that I don't think I'll ever try it.
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devilkitty~ that's horrible that it happened to you. I can't believe people would do this to you or anyone at a public place!!!! Where was security in this case!!! Glad to hear that you are doing better though!
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Some people are just f*cking losers and can't figure out any other way to get a girl, so they think drugging is a bright thing to do......and sometimes people who are rolling experience incredible lack of judgement...they don't want to feel "alone" during the roll and will gamble on you being HAPPY that you got a free surprise dose....
I talked to a guy who had something slipped into his drink at a party back in the 1960s (SF area, Hippie heyday, etc.) and he said he threw it all up and was near-comatose in the bathroom for a couple hours. It still makes him mad to this day because it wasn't something he consented to and that person was gambling with his safety. Odds are drink spikers won't take responsibility if something bad happens......
Just be glad nothing worse happened, and be careful.
I only take hallucinogens (very rarely) for the properties that they have of blurring the lines between the concious and subconsious. The same lines that form between dimensional realities, the other, and physical reality. Extacy has a powerful property of tearing down the ego, the rational mind, and opening the intuitive and emotional mind. While I have had many profound experiances with these substances, none rivaled this vision. It was so real, I was there. Literally there. I was in a field full of wildflowers on a bright sunny day, and I saw this little girl, she took my hand and we went walking through the field. She was leading me somewhere. All of the sudden, the little girl and the field disapeared, and I was alone in a void. But I wasn't alone. I felt this strong presence. Female presence. I felt like I was before some council of beings, powerful females. I couldn't see, just feel. I had this feeling come over me that time was running out. That I had to get my shit together (my life was an emotional cataclysem then) I didn't have much time...The feeling was overwhelming, and then it was gone, and I went back to being extreemly out of it. There is no doubt that this was a vision from the other side and it changed my life. When Makayla was concieved a year later, even though it came as a suprise, I felt as if I already knew her. Our bond was strong from day one, and I never had any doubt that it was her that led me by the hand through the fields of sunshine.
That is very beautiful scorpio. I wish my experience was as picturesque- mine involved illness and ......well, pain. But I saw a vision of the man I consider to be my "spiritual spouse." It's interesting because my best friend almost died by drowning when she was six years old (she fell into a swimming pool and sunk to the bottom) and she says that when she was passing out, she felt a presence with her, telling her that she was going to be allright, and that life is about all of us finding our soul mates in this world- they may be friends, family, or lovers.....people we are supposed to seek out. (The funny part is that she said, "When you die, you know the truth about everything...." For example, as she was drowning she had a fleeting split-second vision of her brother stealing out of her piggy bank when he had denied doing it, and her instinctive thought was, I'm gonna kill him!)
this is all scary.... wow.... I had experiences, but none under the influence. Only near death experience was when I had gone into shock from losing massive amounts of blood. My mother, the man that murdered her and an angel and I were on a spinning gate above the apt where she was murdered. (this was after her death but before the funeral)--- I saw the man and I began to run from him because I thought he would rape me again... the angel kept telling me not to run or be afraid. In the beginning my mother was scared but the angel calmed her... she just stood by the angel... trying to get me to stop running.... its like I would run around an already spinning fence trying not to fall off the side... I watched my mom wearing a pink dress and I was running in a pink dress (the one I escaped in) Later. in reality my grandmother had picked out that very dress to bury my mom in. After the funeral sometime when I was 5, I had a dream about a room where caskets and clothing was held for the dead, well when I was in the 11th grade I took a health occupation class that came along with a co-op. Our co-op was none other than the funeral were my mother's memorial services were held... they took us into the rooms where the caskets were held and it had the dress.... and other dresses in the exact style but different colors... it looked the same way, I'd seen it in my dream....
Freaky, right?
Heard about a guy in Amsterdam who went to a tea shop. Got tea spiked with Roofies, woke up the next day in an alley, minus all cash, credit cards, etc. Before his cards were cancelled, $80,000 had been charged on them. Took him two days to sleep off the effects. Not a spiritual experiance for him.![]()
Sucks to be that dude!
"And Bill, lamenting how you never see a positive drug story on the news..."Today, a young man on acid realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration and that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and you are the imagination of yourself. Here's Tom with the weather...!"- Bill Hicks, The Greatest Comedian Ever!




yeah totally
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