omg.
i dont know what to say or how to say it, i just need to vent.
my implants are fucked.
literally.
the scars are massive and after all the shit ive been thru this year with them, having 2 ops cos one "fell out" ive tried to stay positive.
but its getting too much. i see other chicks scars on their boobs,and there is barely anything. mine look like someone butchered them, and its depressing.
i used to dance on stage proudly, now im so scared about poeple talking about my scars i try and hold the bottom of my boobs when im topless so they cant see them.
i dont know what to do. none of that vit e stuff works, i tried, then got sick of trying,and couldnt be bothered, i got that silicone gel sheeting, and all it did was open up my incision again.
when i flex my arms ie doing ANY pole trick, my implant stays in the same place and my boob shrivells up around it leaving a huge gash cutting my boob in half, it looks horrible, and they are all red and not even in my crease ( cos i went bigger, and the scar moved around)
what do i do before i go out of my mind?! heh before i was sad and feeling sorry for myself, now im pissed off and wanna chop aussie ps balls off!!!! HAHAHA
sorry for the long depressing post, but i dont know what to do.i love my boobs, but the scars make me hate them,and myself something chronic.


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