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    Sad Dont go!!!

    Im so overwhelmed. My biggest support system is moving to Hawaii. My parents have always been here for me. Theyve always accepted me and what I do. They know what I do, what Ive done (porn) and have never looked down on me. Theyve helped me with my daughter (6years!), helped me when I went back to school, anything I needed. Im not spoiled by all means, but my mom is my best friend and shes moving away.

    My boyfriend and I broke up 2 weeks ago and he moved out.. Im moving in a week and a half. Im getting rid of my car (high payment!), trying to fix my credit so I can eventually buy a house.

    Starting to hate dancing at the club because money is so slow, be there until 4am to make a few hundred bucks, doesnt feel worth it when Im so sluggish the next day with my little one so I did the bachelor thing.. which went ok. The good part is Im home around 12 instead of 5. Thats the biggest plus point to me.

    Recently went back to school, trying hard to do well and AHHHHHHH....

    I find myself just sitting in the bathtub crying because Im so overwhelmed...

    Not only this but my parents have always babysat when I needed it for dancing and photo shoots so now I have to find someone to watch my daughter when work. Shes never had a babysitter, always family... I just dont trust some person off the street to watch my baby girl.

    So hard... anyone else feel this way (Im sure different situation) but just so overwhelmed...

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    When the bottom is hit there's nowhere to go but UP!! Stay strong.

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    My mom was also my biggest support. She passed away in 1999. I know that it will be hard for your mom to move away, but think about the positive side, at least she's still alive. Do you have any other family in the are? If so maybe a cousin or aunt could babysit for you. You could also ask around at the club. At my club alot of the dancer's mothers babysit.

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    Sorry life is very difficult for you right now Audrey. Hopefully with time things will even out and won't be so hard. Once you get out of school things will definatly be easier. I'm a college student too and school is more work than people think. Hang in there!
    "And Bill, lamenting how you never see a positive drug story on the news..."Today, a young man on acid realised that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration and that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There's no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and you are the imagination of yourself. Here's Tom with the weather...!"- Bill Hicks, The Greatest Comedian Ever!

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    So sorry everything's hellish right now, Audrey. Just wanted you to know that I can empathize with your babysitting dilemmia.... my mother sits for my 15 mo old dd when I'm working - which means I can only work once a week or so. It is very hard to find someone you trust and who your dc likes who will watch our little ones until bar close - or for a week while we're on business out of town....

    single momma stripping sucks ass.

    {{hug}}
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    Yes it is overwhelming, but it sounds like you have the right goal in life with your daughter and school. A lot of responsibility. 22 is still young.

    I hope it will work out for you.

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    Hey Audrey,

    Keep your head up. Things will work out. I have plenty of dancer friends that have children and go to school too, they figure it out somehow. Good luck to you.

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    keep positive. everything happens for a reason and you need to keep a positive attitude and start creating peace for yourself. I know you will do just fine.

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