Im so overwhelmed. My biggest support system is moving to Hawaii. My parents have always been here for me. Theyve always accepted me and what I do. They know what I do, what Ive done (porn) and have never looked down on me. Theyve helped me with my daughter (6years!), helped me when I went back to school, anything I needed. Im not spoiled by all means, but my mom is my best friend and shes moving away.
My boyfriend and I broke up 2 weeks ago and he moved out.. Im moving in a week and a half. Im getting rid of my car (high payment!), trying to fix my credit so I can eventually buy a house.
Starting to hate dancing at the club because money is so slow, be there until 4am to make a few hundred bucks, doesnt feel worth it when Im so sluggish the next day with my little one so I did the bachelor thing.. which went ok. The good part is Im home around 12 instead of 5. Thats the biggest plus point to me.
Recently went back to school, trying hard to do well and AHHHHHHH....
I find myself just sitting in the bathtub crying because Im so overwhelmed...
Not only this but my parents have always babysat when I needed it for dancing and photo shoots so now I have to find someone to watch my daughter when work. Shes never had a babysitter, always family... I just dont trust some person off the street to watch my baby girl.
So hard... anyone else feel this way (Im sure different situation) but just so overwhelmed...![]()
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