Arrrrgggghhhhhhhhhh
!!!!!!!
I just really need to tell someone who understands...I can't talk to my non-dancer friends because they wouldn't get it fully.
Every time I walk into work, it's like, I feel negative energy just being shot into my body...And when I leave that energy is still with me & sometimes I can't sleep right..I'm having really messed up nightmares when I never even remembered my dreams before working there. It's not the customers, it's my coworkers. I stay out of everyones way, even so far as getting there very early so I'm not in the dressing room while they are.
I've been there a month, you think it would have gotten better. I hang with one dancer, and shes a good egg, not ever competitive because she has a rich husband, but when shes not there..It's hostile.
The staff/manager of course is friendly, and I tip them very well, we hang out outside work too(Again, I don't ever talk shit because I know it will get back around)...One girl even told a support staff person to "Stay away from her, she's trouble"...WTF? And SHES the drug addict, not me.
Regulars tell me crap they say & it has backfired because they now know the real me, and choose to spend on me now(Discretely)..this is good but only fueled the fire.
I hear you all talk about how you get along with your coworkers & I'm jealous!
Ok thank you for reading I needed to get that out of my mind.



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