I took 10 days off of work [of course it was mostly spent transversing the east coast, but that's beside the point]. My order for new shoes comes in on Monday, I worked tonight [er, technically last, Wednesday night]. I really didn't want to go in. I want to blame it on my club, but I've also noticed I'm just not trying anymore. When I first started it was dead and slow a lot, and I was still making money and tried. I know the top earners for last night made about $100 and I made about $70, really just a difference or a customer or two, but I was just not trying that hard. I approached like 8 out of the 10-12 customers that came in, the first guy I approached bought 2 dances, altogether I got 5 yesses [free dance ticket night] and only 3 no's, but I still wasn't happy or motivated to work. I was talking to my mom seriously about just quitting and working a Olive Garden or something. I'm only in this city for another two weeks, though. In January I'm going to be back in Baltimore, if I'm still whining about working somewhere where on dayshift I can make $300 and only work 7 instead of 9 hours and nobody harasses me about doing my homework instead of talking to customers for free . . . I don't know, maybe I'm not as cut out for this as I thought? I've been at it for 10 months, and there are times I really really like it. I love the stage, I love lapdances, not terribly fond hustling but doesn't really bother me either. I love the stares from other diner patrons at 3am because I haven't had time to scrub off my makeup and tipping the servers THERE well.
The customers haven't even been that bad either, like sometimes I'll get depressed when I've had crappy earnings and impolite customers, but most have been great [a couple of dork-butts tonight, but not overwhelming, just smile and walk away types]. Just feeling weird.
Also scraped my leg with my heel, is about 5 inches long. only a bled a bit, stings only a little but honestly looks awful, hate having the 'best feature' marred like that.![]()
Bah, any encouragement, sympathies, similar experiences, anyone?



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Ha, two weeks ago I was volunteer doula at my mom's birthcenter and the grandfather tipped everyone $20-$50, depending on how much the grandmother approved of them. Too amusing.


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