o.k. Friday night My supposed greatest male friend and I went to a local strip club which shall remain nameless. We really just went to hang out but when I got there. There were two strippers there that were all over me and they wanted me to dance. Kept telling me i was beautiful blah blah blah.
So one of them takes me to where the owner and the mangers were all sitting down together and he says fine so she takes me back stage and lends me a dress and when we come back out she takes me back to the owner so he can see me again in her dress. I don't know why and i know i know i should've known better but the owner says giver her a shot.
Well stupid me takes it and then she takes me directly to stage well minutes maybe seconds later I am no longer there my head starting spinning I couldn't see I really after that shot remember NOTHING!!!!!!
I don't remember dancing getting off stage getting out of the club going home nothing. Just when I woke up the next day I had all my clothes on and even contacts. I wear contacts. I was surrounded by dollar billls. and i thought oh no.
I woke up feeling like super shit. so I called my male friend and was all embarassed like oh no I can't believe I danced you saw me. and I said dont' hold it agianst me lets just forget about last night and he seemed fine.
Later on I went to his house and he started telling me all these things like I can't believe that I ve been trying to get you for a year now and I never gotten any and this guys knew you for 30 seconds gave up buck and they got to taste you and smell you and I was like what????????? what do you mean you are making sound like I had sex up there. He's like well yea you were. everyone was touching you and doing this and that.
I was like what??????? he just kept saying its o.k. you lived your fantasy and I kept telling him I odn't even remember anything and trust me that wasn't my fantasy I felt so bad I really didn't want to know more but he just kept on sayin oh come on you liked it i could see it in your face. and when i kept on telling him I really dont' remember cause I dont'. he just kept saying i didn't know you didn't know what you were doing. I think you do remember you just don't want to. Making me seem like a total slut my best friend is telling me this the one that would say nothing is gonna happen to you if you are with me yeah right look at what happened to me.
I think its fine that he let me dance but he said he saw me from far away taking hte shot and new they had put something in my drink since that used to be his club and he knows what goes on etc. So I got really sad and told him something like I can't believe you are telling me this or that you dont' believe me when I say it wasn't me I don't remember I owldn't do that I just started crying super hard and left his house he just sat there watching me get my stuff saying oh dont' be like that and i took off and hasnt' called me what a friend.
Well then why did he let me get up there if he knew what goes on and he saw me take the shot I feel violated they even used my real name and kept on saying it over and over again at least that is what he says. And he even said there was this guy that knew me cause he kept on following me and yelling my name. oh no. I odn't know if you all understand the point of hte story I feel kinda doubths on putting this story here I m afraid to hear that yea it was my fault. Maybe it was but I still feel super embarrased not because i danced but because like my x friend said i was practicaly havign sex up there could it be that i was really don't htat or was it something they put in my drink the. I know the whoel time i was on stage the dancer was up there with me and she was the one spreading me open and takijng my clothes off all the way to nude and my friend is still telling me that it was all me.
I know i would'nt do that I would'nt go nude I wasn't even prepared I wasn't even shaved. and even when i was sober and ready to danced in my head i was gonna topless only.
Sorry kinda long hope you all understand the story and please try not to make me feel any worst. If there is something you dont' undersatnd please ask.



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