where/how can i get one?! lol
i find im still too quiet, have no confidance when talking to people,and i feel kinda awkard, often have panic attacks due to public situations etc.im fine at work in a club i know, but as soon as i go to a regular club or another stip club, i act just like those weird shy scared guys that come into clubs....lol its really strange, i have social skills, im just afraid of being embarassed in public, and get really shy and timid, its like im a different person.i clam up,and if i dont know the person im talking to, i fret, get all hot and bothered, cant mutter a word.
my best friend invited me to her birthday dinner thing,and i found an excuse not to go, cos i knew thed be people i dont know there. stupid aye? i constantly find ways NOT to meet new people outside work.
lol its actually kinda weird.... but im thinking its gotta stop...
im thinking maybe drama classes or something cos most drama students are really outgoing and bubbly,confidant etc...
anyone else in a simillar situation?


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