Well, my days of being retired from this business are not happening.. due to misfortune at the day job and many partners leaving to start a new firm, I will more than likely be downsized and back at the club within a month... SIGH... If it were anyplace but where I am at, it wouldn't be so bad. I'm just so tired of small town bullshit. When I say small town, its really small, can't really go out after you work in the club and not get recognized, not get some sort of bullshit said, or thrown at you.
I'm really discouraged, I have a wedding coming up and then he's deploying in April, he's not really too thrilled about me going back but the market is just so tight right now, and I pull my weight when it comes to expenses. My ex pretty much screwed me over and drained me of my savings, and I'm just so discouraged about having to go back. NOT looking forward to it, however my managers are thrilled and so are some others, but how on earth can I keep my attitude positive when I am just sick about going back?
I just needed to vent.



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