I know I don't want to be dancing forever... I have things I am aiming for and I like dancing becuase it gives me the time and money to work towards those things. However sometimes I feel its all counter productive. I will work hard save money but after a stretch I will need to take time off due to stress and end up spending what I saved! The hours leave me tired and sometimes I don't have the energy to do what I want....... Sometimes I don't feel good about the job which in turn can affect how I feel about myself and that affects alot of things in reality (life away from the club.)
I do want to stop and get a "real" job but honestly I think I am scared,
- scared I won't be able to manage financially
- scared of being tied into a job and working for someone else
- scared of how I will be able to fit in all the things I want to do working on a set schedule
- scared I want be good at anything else (I know this last one is bollocks though...)
How did you ladies who "used" to dance deal with it and why did you decide to stop?
k xo



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