Hi.I guess i should post this on the junkie board but it's kinda dead over there.
This will be kind of long and i'm going to go into some drama so if you're not interested in that you should stop reading now.It involves feelings i have for a couple dancers i've been patronizing over the past year.I may have a question a entertainer could answer that reads this though but most likely hoping some of the guys could help with my problem.
It started back in march.I found a small club in the same area that a friend i used to have lived.During the day i would visit the club then go over to my friends place.One day i saw the most beautiful woman i had ever seen in my life(lol,corny yea.But true).She was sitting at the bar with a guy in street cloths and i thought she must have been his girl.As you must have guessed by now she dances night shift there.
I thought about her for a while then decided to go in during the night shift to see her.Long story short i became a customer.We are alot alike and never really talked much,so she said.Being as busy as they are i was happy to be able to buy private shows from her.She's alot of fun and a joy just to see up on stage.
About the same time i met her another girl from day shift was also on my mind.Rumor from another dancer was that "She likes you".The first couple months of seeing the first dancer i would always just stage tip the girl from day shift,who now is working nights too.
Long story shortened i became the second girls customer buying less from the first girl over time.What can i say about her... She was only the best all round entertainer i've ever met.There was also the chemical attraction.The only thing i remember when i think about her now is her body heat.She did like me,i know it now.from the way she would look at me while on stage,i know she did.Even if it was just a little.I never told her what i had heard from the other dancer.I'm wondering now if i should have...
Here's where it gets complicated.Well,basiclly she's gone now."Quit" they tell me and now i feel like i just don't want to start over.Like i will never find another entertainer with her qualitys.As her customer i cared about her but she was just too much fun to crush over.Now that she's gone i'm heart broken.
yeah,i know... what a buch of pathetic crap....
It's been over a month now since i last saw her and i've been back to the club twice.Not knowing any of the other girls i'm back with the first girl.My feelings for her are still as strong as the first time i saw her.She's the sexiest most attractive girl i've known in a long time.Her VIPs are incredibly hot with loving affection thrown in on top of that.She's more open now.less shy but not the all round entertainer the second girl was.Should i ride it out with her?Should i tell her of my feelings?
this is probably something only time can heal.I don't want to loose the second girl without saying something,ya know?




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