So, anyway, I've had this rollercoaster relationship with my girlfriend of nine months. She is a former drug addict, but has been clean for 5 years. We have a great time and are really compatible much of the time, but every so often, she turns into a crazy, disgruntled, no-way-to-please mega-beeeiiooottch and we have big fights, in which she used to throw shit at me, break my personal belongings, and hit me. I don't do any of this stuff back to her. Anyway, I had just about given up on the relationship in January, and had moved out and staying with my parents temporarily, when she informed me she was pregnant. We have tried to reconciliate a few times, but she still has such drastic mood swings, it's very difficult, and I am living out of a laundry basket, unsure of whether I should just give up and get a new apartment and move on with things. Being as she is pregnant, it makes it really complicated. I want to do the best for my baby, and am not sure whether that should include me and her mother being together. She says she is still in love with some guy who is still addicted to meth and used to treat her like a punching bag, and that makes it hard for her to commit to me, and all other kinds of stuff. But whenever I leave, she takes all that back and tells me she can't lose me and I'm the best thing that ever happened to her and blah, blah, blah..... I really think she needs psychiatric help, but she thinks that because she is involved in Narcotics Anonymous and works with a sponsor that she has that covered. I feel like I can't escape, that there is no way out, and every option is doomed to failure. I'm really in limbo.



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