Tonight was my amatuer audition..and I felt so dorky that I walked off the stage half way through my first song. I just felt like SUCH A DORK! I didn't know what I was doing..and I just felt stupid. I didn't feel sexy, hot, desired, or any good emotions..just stupid!!! The bouncer and house mom told me I was going to win the first place prize money because I was a lot better looking than all the other girls and I was a true amatuer considering I had never been to a strip club before. They told me to go back on at the end(I was first of course), but I just couldn't do it. So I wasted $250 on a dress, shoes, etc. Oh well. At least I tried it I guess.![]()



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