Six months & 15 days ago; the love of my life & my soulmate died. It's really hard for me... cos I pretty much cry every day still. Secretly though, cos so many people say I've "mourned long enough". I've had deaths in my life before ~ family, friends, & pets. None have ever hit me so hard... Not to mention (or sound cold), I've never shed a tear or stumbled on my daily tasks or such. Lately though, I've been hurled into such a frenzy & sometimes depression. I just don't know what to do... Nobody around me seems to have much advice or words of any impact. Cept his mother, who I still talk with almost every weekend. I don't really know what I'm getting at posting this, I spose I just want to vent... Or maybe someone else has had such a tremendous loss & could help? It just seems as time goes further on, I get worst & worst!?!



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