Well, you all know about my current situation with the ambiguous relationship (see "Sexually Frustrating a Guy"). Tonight she came to see me at my club. She showed up around 1AM. I gave her a bar tab, talked for a minute, and then she went to socialize while I worked.
She inadvertently insulted one of the girls she was talking to, someone in our circle of friends. The other girl got mad and made her cry. She came to me, and I calmed her down. She left the club in tears still.
Then, just 20 minutes after she left, I was walking the floor. I turned around on the dance floor and came face to face with my ex-fiancee. I haven't seen her in 4 years.
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She smiled, screamed, hugged and then kissed me. I hugged her back. I didn't know what to do. I never, ever imagined I'd ever see her again. I just recently made peace with our unresolved issues. Now it's all back in my face.
The last time I saw her, I was standing in our condo parking lot, having just packed a moving van. I was moving 1,000 miles away. I stood there, holding her, told her I love her, and then left in tears.
Now this.
We traded cell phone numbers tonight, because at the very least we need to work out our issues. I don't know what else is supposed to happen. It's odd, since 4 years ago I told her that things happen for a reason, and maybe we might be able to try again later. Now I run into her.
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I am so confused right now. My head is spinning. My chest is pounding. I am going to drink for a little while and then go to bed, if I can even sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a very emotionally draining day.



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I would be just as happy to take care of this ther girl's kid as I would to have my own. But, that sort of thinking is really jumping the gun. There's alot of stuff that has to happen before you become a parent.
I got hit on 5 times last night before I even talked to her. Hehehehe.

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