So i've worked twice thus far, but I'm still not sure if I'm cut out for this kind of work. I adore being on stage and talking to guys, that's not a problem. I'm just still uncomfortable asking for dances and then giving them. I know I could be better as asking for private dances once I get into the swing of things, but actually giving the dances just creeps me out. An entire song is a long time to rub up against a guy who makes you sick to your stomach. And it's not that the men are smelly or unattractive, it's not that sort of turnoff. It's just the idea that I have to touch someone I don't know or like for that long of a time. Maybe I'll relax as I work more, but for now, I just don't know if I can do it.
Did anyone else experience this or are you still feeling this way? Will my nerves calm or am I always going to detest the men that buy dances from me? Does that mean I'm not supposed to be a dancer?



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