Well, It's been one of my goals to be an exotic dancer for years now.....and a couple a days ago I finally mustered up and went and applied for it, and I got it! I've been dancing for two days, I'm getting alot better with the stage dancing........
BUT, I have no cofidence as far as just going up to any guy and talking them into getting a dance, I've gotten a couple of dances but it would've only been enough to just pay the $100 house fee(which thankfully I don't have to pay YET), alot of the time they usually just say that they'll get a dancer later.......It's been slow the days i've worked but then again, I just don't think I know how to approach and be seductive and pushy like some of the other girls there......
I'm really starting to have second thoughts on this whole Exotic Dancing thing........It's just really emotionally draining, i've almost cried a couple times. The manager just says that it's like being an actress, but the truth is that i've never done ANY acting........I really need help on this!!! What can I do to muster my self to just go up and just hustle? I have no idea!



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