Hi everyone. Well, since my last thread, I visited that prestigious club where the millionaires go, and my first night was last night. Naturally I was very nervous, most of the popular girls didn't want anything to do with me (which is cool).
The club manager is impressed with me and finds me attractive and the bouncer sees plenty of potential in me. My biggest concern is that last night everything was fine with the up-close and personal side of things...but my hustling is shit and my flirting...I'm too uptight and conservative. I was so sure this was for me, and now I'm confused about how I really feel. I'm not used to being touched by so many guys at a given time.
Is this the first-timer blues and will it finally go away?? I haven't done any stage work yet...but the mere thought of it scares me. The other girls are so good and yet I would only manage to wriggle my arse a little and do some floor work. Ummmm, I'm not sure this is what the guys would like.
Am I being too hard on myself? Or do you think that perhaps this isn't for me? I could pose for Penthouse without any problems though. It's odd!!!
I know in the end that it's purely up to me. Any suggestions would be helpful though, please!



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