Hello Ladies
First off, yall are awesome and adorably cute...
Second, I've always wanted to dance.... problem: No self-confidence. When I was i Jr High the "pretty girls" made fun of me alot for being "fat". Despite the fact that when our class had to form a human pyramid I was a base and could hold them up, and was the top in our school for push-ups/sit-ups in a two minute timed trial, and in 9th grade could do 410lbs on the leg press, I believed them, and gave up, and gained like 20 lbs a year for awhile. My max was 210 ... When I found out I weighed 10lbs more then this chick I thought was fat, I ran to the gym... I wasn't fat either... I just have a large butt... Bubble butt... like J-Los... perfectly curvy, perfectly with its own zip code b/c it is never close to me...
I know 210 seems like alot... and it was, but I was still a size 14/15. She was a 20... so I have a lot of muscle... to be honest, I'm not sure how I'd ever get down to 135 even... None of my friends can believe I weigh what I do, there is a joke about me mayne having ate a dense peice of stardust as some point in my life.
I haven't really worked on losing weight in awhile, and want to again. I'd give anything to do what you ladies do... even if I'm a bit larger... I don't care if I have to open my own damn club...
I am 190lbs now, and a (please don't run to your toilet and vomit or be grossed out, and if you do... please don't tell me... I need to BUILD my confidence...) 42-36-42. '(36/D) I'm shooting to be 'healthy'... so a low body fat percentage... (which is the best indicator of what you should weigh, and you can't argue with that). I'm at a 31% which according to is Acceptable.
I'm going for more like 21%.
Does anybody know how to boost metabolism? Thats my real problem I think, I have an incredibly slow metabolism... I know drink more water, more coffee, and to use more thyme... Ephedra works REALLY well for me, but is impossible to get anymore... Excersise more then never... but not too much b/c then when you stop, your body will be used to absorbing the calories from working out, and you'll gain a whole lotta weight...
I'm also blessed to have no belly... Well, i have the tubby belly, but under the belly, where the cervix is when your pregnant, I have nothing... perfectly flat...
Hmmm... I tend to talk to much... sorry.![]()
Mainly I think I'll be hanging out here a bit to remind me that I want to lose the weight and to do this... It may take awhile... but I might as well learn a bit along the way...
I model now, none of the pics are on my website... since I use that on my resume right now, and they're all XxX Bondage and the like...
I know there are guys who like people of all sizes, but I will not be one of the ones so large that people go in to make fun of them... I want 3 things to giggle... my ass, and my right and left boobs, Timmy and Lewis.



) 42-36-42. '(36/D) I'm shooting to be 'healthy'... so a low body fat percentage... (which is the best indicator of what you should weigh, and you can't argue with that). I'm at a 31% which according to is Acceptable.
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