I have not been feeling well. I quit my corporate job. I am doing work for PETA (please have an open mind) and getting more involved with all the people and animals has been great.
BUT as i posted to a few on here already...My jobs (well one has already suffered i kinda feel, as i kindly resigned) while i am still doung phone work because i have a ton of faithful customers i also make pretty good money from them. Also i get to live out wild fantasies...Anyway..
Today i had a call about FOOD. Sounds fair enough, but he wants to pour food all over me while i wear a fur coat, and he kept saying fur coat, FOX fur, MINK, etc.
I could not steer him away from the FUCKING FUR. So....I hung up! Yep, not good.
I am very active with PETA at this time. I chose this. I have just put my Boa through surgery of the cranial...Not good, but the animal has been hanging in there for about 72 hours now.
I just feel i need advice on how not to become too EXTREME! Most of you know i have always been with PETA, but that was only donations every year. Now i do ALOT more.
I am fucking up with my jobs....BAD. I see fur, i want to rip the bitches head off...REALLY. I see my roomie eat meet, and i pick on him BAD...
I need to get a grip. I am not sure how to be active, and keep it together too! I have been getting ummm i would say 3 calls a week from people who have sick reptiles....Sheesh. Or a "backyard" dog. "Can i do something"????
The other night at the shopping center i saw a skinny dog (seen her before) tied outside, the owner appears homless, and i offered to move the dog to the shade, and get him food for her. HE went OFF on me!!!!
I was wearing my PETA shirt. Maybe this did not help, it's supposed to help.
Fuck me. I am not going to stop with this group. At the same time i can't do my job/s properly it seems now. Of course my choice. But how do you get a grip when you are so involved with something you love to do, and it interferes with you're life. My one gf called me very extreme. I lost a couple friends over the fur thing (that is my main focus now, as i am getting ready to do a anti-fur protest soon) i see this as well, they wear fur and don't call me anymore.
Is this a trade off? Also i don't and wont push what i believe in on this board. I made one comment to a female picture about her. She looked very very beautiful, but i said she would look better without the fur. This was months ago. And i let all after that go.
Sorry so long and i am sure with spelling errors, as i get my head screwed back on for the next fuckin call...
Thanks, all comments welcome. I am a big girl. And i know i may be extreme!
Pamela


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Trust me, I know. This has happened to me with family members.
EDIT: spelling errors


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